real life = scary

I just took a few days to visit kenan and angie with steve, gotta say, the setup is pretty sweet. But observing those folks and steve, as he prepares for the real world, scares me a lot. when gc kicks me off email and erases my account i will lose my identity in the small, safe world that i know. i am beginning to realize that all i really have is the stuff in my room and the box of cheez-its under the kitchen sink. seeing how at least 3 of the people who read this are fairly tech savvy, i imagine that someone here has access to gmail invitations. f*** gc man, all they're going to do is take my money till i stop giving, and then kick me out on the street...and don't forget - they will immediately begin asking for more money even though there's no way, in the short amount of time, any of us could have dug ourselves out of the holes they charged us into. so screw them, i'm leaving this community (virtually) and starting my own life on my own terms...and any invitations to gmail would be a big help...ass champ 5k prolly wants one too.